First run

...was awful! I do not want to write about it...I hate myself for being big, clumsy, and weak. Looser... you know, I bet you know what comes to my mind - what the f@@@ have I been doing for the last 2.5 years? Raising a kid, going though hell marriage and ..FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF, FEELING MISERABLE instead of moving my ass. Looking for excuses not to do anything about my health! Ah, I was happy for a sec, now I am going mad from my own stupidity. 30 years old, and so dumb...

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