Please, check this out! Cool pix, great place to go to...once;)
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Thursday 31 January 2008
Tuesday 29 January 2008
Very cool website on drugs!
Sunday 27 January 2008
Long week
This has been a long and heavy week, and I will have all but complains, so if you're in a cloudy mood, stop reading here.
First of all, my son was ill - and I hate the feeling of the parental helplessness when our little ones are suffering, and they do not even understand why!!! He was literary sleeping, waking up and complaining in a low, very sad moan, that life is shit...well, it was!
Secondly - I got ill too - and I usually do not feel so sorry for myself, since illness is a sign to stop pushing it - the body is telling no, no, no - but it is difficult to be ill and to take care for the other ill creature at the same time when you cannot even digest properly...
Work, work, work - it's great to have a challenging, responsible work, but when it comes to the simple problems of having to stay in the bathroom for few sec's every hour with your son knocking on the door, even the remoteness of my work seems an abstract act.
At the top of it all my usual spring insomnia started, so I could not even get a proper rest at night - I could start working though!
As a result, I rested at home, with my son, did my work and stayed cool. That is a very, very positive interpretation of my week:P
Let's hope for a better Monday...
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Sunday 20 January 2008
Friday 18 January 2008
Challenge
Another challenging week - I have been attacked, reported to my boss, accused; forgotten, re-discovered; found and extremely appreciated (in a random order). I finally can afford getting good equipment and develop and this makes me happy. My son is getting to be 2 years old, my family grows every single day, the distance between me and my friends vanishes.
I start to realize the heaviness of my past, when people are scared to even listen to my words - I apologize, the truth and the warnings cannot be kept in silence. I prefer to gain hundred friends and one enemy than keep my mouth shot and pretend that nothing has happened. I am alive and I was dead. Let me be who I really am.
The rest of you, f@@@ off!
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Thursday 17 January 2008
Days, weeks, months...
..is how I stretch my development. I learn day by day and I become more and more confident in my role and in my motherhood. I see that others at my age are just finishing their schools, starting their path and I feel more accustomed to the new beginnings. I closed the hellish circle, so I can move on now. And this comes surprisingly easily!
I had a funny conversation last weekend and I understood my higher needs - for art, music, culture, happenings, the beat of a city heart. It seems like a good prospect for all of us, people hungry for visual and spiritual feeds. Well, it is all around us, so let;s just be brave to embrace it!
I am sick of moaning and those who feel sorry for themselves just to show how important they are, not!
I have seen a photo of a lovely, 5 year old girl, who manages very well on her own without even knowing the nastiness of someone who should be very close to her, but decided to abandon every thought of her. How many of us felt the same way? How can I avoid it?
I still believe I can and there is not tragedy unless we generate one. That is why I hate losers ;)
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Writing, reading, writing again
Writing comes easy again. I have an inspirational source - a type of quiet awakening. And I think the old self of mine is completely rediscovered. I know now I will need to make sme changes in my life to keep up with my emotional and spiritual needs. But no worries, we are all very patient:)
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Tuesday 8 January 2008
Wednesday 2 January 2008
Tuesday 1 January 2008
Wishes
Simply:
I am...Polish
I am half-Hungarian
I am in the UK
I am a woman
I am an agnostic
I am a mom
I am single
I am a poet and a photographer
I have talents
I have obligations
I have challenges
I have loves
I have enemies
I have faithful friends
I am 30. The happiest times of my life!:) So i have no wishes this year, just the same piece of mind:)
But I do wish you all pure reality in its best version: health, success at work and any other important commitments, happiness with your families and most of all smile every morning and joy of life - goodness all around you and ability to see it even in harder moments to come!
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